#hey hey remember when supernatural used to play with colors and used simbolism to describe how brothers’ lives are different from other people#remember that?
Jimmy Looks straight at Eloise with emotionless eyes. He knew Eloise had developed feelings for the young boy but, he didn’t feel the same way for her.
"I suggest that you should. I… Can’t be around you. You need to leave. Now."
She took a deep breath, running her fingers through her hair. She knew she shouldn’t still be here after the information that she had been told, but she couldn’t leave him. She needed him.
"And you…can’t quit, right?" She whispered, tears burning in her eyes. "Jimmy, I love you and I always will. No matter what you do. You may think I’m crazy…but I’m not going to let C-Crowley come between us. I’m not going to let him make you push me away. I know you want to protect me and I want to do the same for you. Please…"
"Put my life in danger, I don’t care. All I care about is that I’m safe with you. That you’re safe. I just want to be with you, Jimmy."
Jimmy bites down on his lower lip, shutting his eyes tight. Just having the thought of having Eloise around while he was doing Crowley’s deed would devastate him if something were to happen to her. He wouldn’t be able to live with himself. He already lost a few friends because they interfered with his evil work., He just couldn’t. He needed to do something, something to change her mind. Lie to her? Or just simply push her away, knowing full well she’s going to hate him for it.
"Don’t you understand?! I can’t have you around, Eloise! I can’t! You need to go home! Lock up the house and forget about me. I rather you hate me than to be with me and having your life in jeopardy! Do I make myself clear?!"
"You don’t think I’ve tried!? You don’t think I’ve tried to get over you. You don’t think I’ve tried to forget? Well, I can’t. I can’t hate you and I can’t forget. But I can see that you want me out of your life…and I wouldn’t be able to live with myself…if I forced you into anything. So, I guess…this is goodbye, Jimmy Novak."
Those were the hardest words she’s ever had to say, choking on them as tears rushed down her cheeks.
"I just wish it didn’t have to end like this…I really did love you…and I always will."
The young Novak was heart broken to hear Eloise to him she’s tried to forget about him but, at this rate, it’ll only make things more complicated for them. He knows he can’t keep a relationship with her. He just couldn’t/ He did care so much for her but, he /just/ can’t bring himself to have her life in danger.
"Eloise… I know. I know… I just need you to do this for me. I like you so much but, i care about your life more than anything right now. So /please/ just do whatever it takes and forget about me. Maybe one day you and I can get together and spend time with each other, right now I just can’t."
She let out a shaky sigh, nodding.
"Y-yeah…maybe someday. I’ll always be here, Jimmy. If you ever do…come back to see me. But it’ll hurt like hell to forget and it already hurts like hell to leave."
She didn’t know if she could look at him at that moment. She wanted to, but it would’ve been too painful.
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I just…. there is so much wrong with this like THIS IS A SONG FOR PLUS SIZED POSITIVITY IN A WORLD WHERE THERE BASICALLY IS NONE and thin people STILL have to make it all about them and their feelings while girls are literally KILLING THEMSELVES out here to fit into a standard of beauty that should be considered arbitrary.
I just. I need to sit down a moment I am literally so mad.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY GRINDS MY BONES???
IN THE SONG SHE SINGS “FUCK THOSE SKINNY BITCHES- /NAH IM JUST PLAYING/ I KNOW YOU THINK YOUR FAT BUT EVERY INCH OF YOU IS PERFECT FROM THE BOTTOM TO THE TOP’
SHE LITERALLY SINGS THATS SHES KIDDING AND SHE THINKS YOUR PERFECT
SO YH FUCK THESE COMMENTERS BECAUSE YH THERE MAYBE SOME OTHER ISSUES WITH THE SONG BUT IM NOT DEALING WITH PEOPLE WHO DONT LOOK UP LYRICS
DEAR SKINNY GIRLS COMPLAINING: I’M SORRY THAT WHEN SOMEONE FINALLY WROTE A SONG THAT TELS ME I’M BEAUTIFUL, IT MADE YOU FEEL BAD (EVEN THOUGH IT’S BODY POSITIVE FOR ALL TYPES). IT FEELS FUCKING AWFUL, DOESN’T IT.